Showing posts with label TESfest. Show all posts
Showing posts with label TESfest. Show all posts

7/12/2008

TESfest 08_Day 3

It's taken me a while to write all of this up, because along with the bruises and a renewed sense of my own awesomeness, I came back from TESfest with a wicked case of the flu. So, I'm just gonna wrap this up and go back to my zombie-esque state.

Got up bright and early for Master Larry and slave barb's 101 Ways to Destroy Your M/s Relationship. I always wondered what it would be like to be submissive 24/7. I don't think it's for me long term (I'm learning that I'm kinda switchy and I like bossing people around too much), but I'd kinda like to try it for a weekend, just to see what it's like to really let go, just to see if I could do it.

I saw part of Julia's Predicament Bondage, but had to duck out early to catch the start of the British Formula 1 (which is so appropriate given the circumstances). The guy at the bar gave me the remote and I settled into a chair while the staff prepared for the Tea Party. Another kinkster and racing fan (who's name I forget) joined me and we sat chatting about the race. Lewis Hamilton was way, way in the lead and it was raining the whole time so the race itself was a little boring. We both gave up mid-way at lap 31.

I did a little shopping: a starter kit of hemp rope from Venus Ropes and the Njoy Pure Wand.

After lunch was Felice Shays' Fisting for Perverts which was the perfect grand finale for the weekend. I think I'm going to establish a training regime of some sort for my vagina, because I really love being fisted when it happens, but I'd like to get there more often and with a little less... dramatics shall we say, on my part.

On the train platform on the way home, I sweated under long sleeves to shield my purple arms from the general public. The next day at work, I had to make up a lame ass story about falling down some stairs to explain my obvious difficulty in walking. One of my co-workers kept running it through her head, "So you slipped on a marble staircase and fell backwards..." Just believe the lie, I thought to myself.

Now, I'm completely capable of walking, the bruises are healing nicely and I'm making a brand new perverted to-do list, but for now all of this writing has made me weary. I'm going back to my hot toddy and The Postman Always Rings Twice.

7/10/2008

HNT / TESfest 08_Day 2


After breakfast with a familiar face, I caught the tail end of Pressure Points with Tomo and learned I can bring a man twice my size down to his knees in seconds.

Lolita's Water Bondage class was insanely hot. Terrifying, but hot. Felice Shays wrapped in black pallet wrap and soaking wet is a very good thing indeed.

Keep on Shooting! Five Steps to Better Erotic Photographs for Amateurs with Nayland Blake: I really appreciated this class. It's such a good idea! How do you take great photos in a hotel, under florescent lights with nothing but a little point-and-shoot? I got some good tips.

Also, have I mentioned that I'm an idiot?

Earlier on Friday, Boymeat came up to me and asked if I wanted to be Sharinn Spector's demo bottom for her caning class. "Sure!" I said.

Well, more like "Sure?"

But I might as well go for it. How often to opportunities like this come up? And besides, between the punching scene and this, I would definitely be leaving with some bruises and I always want bruises. She told me briefly what she had in mind with the class and I thought, "This might require some Pilates beforehand."

Oh, yeah. Remember that punching scene. The top of my left thigh was still red, puffy and tender from the night before. A perfect target!

She introduced me by saying, "We've never played before. All I know is that she loves canes, she's a masochist and can get loud." I warned her it was a possibility, but the big yells never materialized miraculously enough.

Wait a minute. A masochist? I'm not a masochist. I never thought of myself as a masochist. Yeah, I like a little pain now and then, but a masochist? No way. 

I listened to her talk about the different type of canes she uses and why and their care. I was starting to get a little anxious, that word rumbling around in my head. She thinks I'm a masochist, lord help me.

Finally it was show and tell time and I stripped down to my underwear (heavy flow day, right on time). She gave me a nice little warm-up on my ass, lying on my stomach, then gradually got harder and harder, switching out different canes causing different levels of sting. I have no idea how long that class was. She'd hit my ass over and over until I let out a gasp. She'd pause to talk about a particular stroke and I'd raise my ass up a little waiting for the next one.

I stood with my arms held out, palms up as she laid her favorite canes across my arms. "Don't drop them," she said firmly. I focused on breathing and keeping the canes level as she brought it down on my now active muscles. My back was to the audience and someone asked for me to be turned around. I turned slowly so not to drop the canes, showing off the huge raised and bright red lump on my left bicep that seemed to be growing bigger and redder in front of my eyes. I finally dropped my elbows down (but not the canes). Photos to come.

I stood on the stage, my heels dangling off the edge. I held on to cru, who looked into my eyes and said softly, "This is going to hurt. Bad." I lifted up on my toes, and lowered my heels down over and over again as she hit the backs of my calves. cru urged me on, saying, "That's it. You're doing good. You can take it." 

I squatted, leaning against the wall, as she canned the tops of my thighs, including the punched up one. "It will end when you hit the floor." There was no way I was going to wuss out on this one. I was going to stay up there until she had to push me down. I think 2 minutes was supposed to be the goal. I think I made it to 1 minute when I finally sunk down to the floor to the sound of applause.

Back on the table, the regular whacks to my ass felt nice, almost like a present for good behavior. I was bent over the edge and could hear someone in the audience say, "She's bleeding."

"Shit, my tampon is leaking," I thought. Ha! Yeah, right.

There was a fine sheen of sweat all over me. I rested my head in my arms, biting into my wrist and sucking on to my thumb, tasting my sweat. I heard someone say, "She's doing something really hot with her mouth." Sharinn switched to a whisk like cane, whipping my ass like they were scrambled eggs. Then... it broke. Little peices of bamboo were scattered on the floor and the table. I saved a piece as a souvenier.

The next day (and the day after, and the day after that) I would have that lovely "got hit by a truck" feeling*.  The best thing about the aches and the bruises is that it makes the scene last as long as it takes to heal. It's a lovely reminder every time I need to shift my weight when I'm lying in bed, when I walk through a turnstile, when I'm taking a shower running a loofah over my purple skin. I won't be wearing short sleeved shirts for a very long time.

But, I still don't consider myself a masochist.




* I'm going to stop using that phrase, since I know someone who really did get hit by a truck and there's nothing pleasant about it.

7/08/2008

TESfest 08_Day 1

I worked from home today. I should have taken yesterday off, but nooo! I have to be a bad ass and get right back to work. I also was supposed to have my third zapping today, but rescheduled. I really didn't feel like explaining the massive bruises on my thighs to my dermatologist.

So, TESfest:

The first class was Rape Play with Tatsumi and I ran into Axe and his roommate there. Watching the sign language interpreter during that class was a whole other level of entertainment. Next was Speed Bondage with Lochai. It was interesting, but as someone who prefers to be the one being tied up, it was a little advanced for me.

After dinner, I hung out at the bar catching up with folks and having a few drinks. Viviane and I went to check out the fashion show and then the auction. I really wasn't planning on buying anyone. I figured I'd go, relax, be entertained and that would be it. Then I'd cruise the dungeon for a while and then head back to my room for some Knob Creek and my Hitachi. Then Master Larry was up and I thought, "He's hot. He's really, really hot." His offerings and services were being listed and I heard the magic word: punching. My ears pricked up and suddenly I listening to the bidding with a lot more interest. Nayland put in a bid and then suddenly my hand was in the air:

Me: $80
Nayland: $85
Me: $90

Silence.

I looked over at Nayland and around the room. Going once, going twice... SOLD!

Holy crap, I won. How the hell did that happen? What the hell did I just do?!

I didn't really know what to do after that. I followed some woman with a clipboard and I walked past Nayland (who totally let me win) victorious and met my purchase by the cash register. I put down my credit card and once the payment was secure, we moved into the hallway to talk. It was a little awkward starting. We'd never met before. He didn't know me. I knew of him, but I didn't know him. But after a little discussion, I made it pretty clear that I like getting punched. When should we have our date? Well, I wasn't doing anything. No time like the present. I went back in and said goodbye to Viviane and went off to cash in my chips.

I'll tell you right now it was a bargain. We picked one of the smaller dungeon rooms so it was a little more intimate. I stripped down and slave barb made herself comfortable on the floor near by. We hugged and kissed a little and then he went at it. He pushed me against the wall and slammed his fist into my chest over and over. I laid down on the massage table and he got on top, hovering over me hitting into my chest, my thighs and my stomach (that was new!) forcing out my breath with little grunts. Fuck, it was good, the thud of his fist into me, the smell of his skin, the sheen of sweat on my body. Then, he reached into my underwear to finger my pussy.

"Just so you know, I'm on my period. You don't care, do you?" 

I heard slave barb from across the room, "He earned his red wings long ago." I stood up, slipped the tampon out, tossed it into the garbage (that was another first). Gloves were procured, the table was covered and I hoped back up. With one hand he unzipped his fly and pulled out his hard cock. I gripped it tight as he ground his fingers into me with one hand and continued punching with the other. Some where in there I came, once, maybe twice, I have no idea. Every now and then he would look over at slave barb and smile. He asked me if I wanted more and I nodded.

"Good, because I'm not done with you."

I ended up on the floor, sweating, heaving, sore, delicious. I came again looking up at slave barb upside-down. I asked if she would kiss me and she did. Dungeons should come with an ice cream parlor. I always crave a milk shake after a scene. Master Larry and I cuddled on the floor for a while. I put my clothes back on and e-mail addresses were exchanged.

Best damn $90 I ever spent.